When I was born, it was rather a funny story. I heard they said I was stillborn. Someone, though, my uncle brought me to life. I was told he sucked out the liquid inside my nose. I guess that explain the reason for my sensitive nose haha. It's ironic that it was as if i was reborn. And that just how I live my life. I struggled, perhaps, to get out out my mother's womb into this earth, yet if i was dead, I could never get the taste of life. And someone kindly helped me get the life.
I feel deep inside my heart that I had lived many different lives. I did almost anything, almost everything. You name it I got it. I always joke that I could make a storybook from it.
I had many encounters, some easy, some hard and some just like it hot haha. I've been many things, thus perhaps it explain why sometimes I am too lost in a search for a meaning of 'Human Being'. I've been to few places, I've seen many type of people. But what 'Human' truly mean?
How do we be one? How do we choose what we want to be? How then we decide what or whom we want to be?
WHAT CREATURE ARE WE?
It is simple to live a life like a bird. Or an animal. They are designed to do predictive things. Eat, sleep, hunt, make nest, it is all in order. Then they die. Less complicated.
Being a human....what we looking for? What we come across? How do we react? Does anybody ever think that brain perhaps the greatest evolution in history but it could simply as well be a curse. It makes us think too much. Then comes the feelings, the instinct, the lust, what else? The greed perhaps constitute lust. The pain constitute feelings. What constitute instincts? I guess instinct is what we only have in common with animals. Otherwise either one of the species will just disappear.
I grew up being religious. Then I was not. Then I lost my God. Recently, I found him. I feel amazing. I guess he is in our heart. If we care to look deeper and see how lucky and wonderful our lives are despite all the challenges and bad lucks (so called) we have to go through, sometimes life isn't that bad at all.
I feel deep inside my heart that I had lived many different lives. I did almost anything, almost everything. You name it I got it. I always joke that I could make a storybook from it.
I had many encounters, some easy, some hard and some just like it hot haha. I've been many things, thus perhaps it explain why sometimes I am too lost in a search for a meaning of 'Human Being'. I've been to few places, I've seen many type of people. But what 'Human' truly mean?
How do we be one? How do we choose what we want to be? How then we decide what or whom we want to be?
WHAT CREATURE ARE WE?
It is simple to live a life like a bird. Or an animal. They are designed to do predictive things. Eat, sleep, hunt, make nest, it is all in order. Then they die. Less complicated.
Being a human....what we looking for? What we come across? How do we react? Does anybody ever think that brain perhaps the greatest evolution in history but it could simply as well be a curse. It makes us think too much. Then comes the feelings, the instinct, the lust, what else? The greed perhaps constitute lust. The pain constitute feelings. What constitute instincts? I guess instinct is what we only have in common with animals. Otherwise either one of the species will just disappear.
I grew up being religious. Then I was not. Then I lost my God. Recently, I found him. I feel amazing. I guess he is in our heart. If we care to look deeper and see how lucky and wonderful our lives are despite all the challenges and bad lucks (so called) we have to go through, sometimes life isn't that bad at all.
